Sunday, April 25, 2010
诚：今天你开心吗？
龄：开心，我吃sushi，买鞋，我的鞋leh?
this was how we spend our first year celebration.
the road wasn't really smooth as we wanted it, but i want to thank you for everything.
for loving me the way i am,
for still hanging on even when i make mistakes after mistakes.
for being the encouragement when i need one.
most importantly, thanks for letting me have the chance to love you.
I LOVE YOU!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里
都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你
我就迷失了自己
好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你
不知道什么时候
开始喜欢这里
每个夜里
都会来这里看你
你长得这么美丽
叫我不能不看你
看不到你
我就迷失了自己
有时候你很调皮
总是让人着急
一颗心总是为你跳不停
只要一闭上眼睛
总有千百万个你
你的影子
装满我的脑海里
不能够不想你
也不能够忘记你
总是在梦里一直看到你
多想对你说句
我是真的爱你
对我的心不要再怀疑
好想牵你的手
走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久
直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你
remember this song?
i will hold you hand and walk with you till the end of times and till the end of the world.
i will not leave you halfway. will not die on you halfway.
this is not just a promise. it is a commitment for a lifetime.
the road of love will only have me and you!
Scolded by my beloved girl for not blogging since so long.
SO here i am people.
Update on my life!
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had my ord last month.
had my birthday last month.
had zoo trip last month.
celebrated 23rd with Darling last month!
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Good Friday.
The day that our Lord died so that we will be saved.
If you really think, who in the world will be so good to suffer and die for you. Not only did He die, He died on the Cross. Boyfriends will say i will die for you, but will anyone die for you on the cross? Or will he really die for you?
One that was perfect without any sins, without any mistakes in life. Yet die so a pitiful death.
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Easter yesterday.
Sermon by Pastor was really a wake up call for me. A slap in the face that also hit the nail on my head.
It is about mercy. In the beatitudes it says that 'Blessed are the merciful for they will be shown mercy'
All of us must be merciful to everyone because God shown us mercy. Like what the Bible also said, do unto others what you want others to do to you. If you do not show mercy to others, likewise do not expect God to show you any mercy when we see him face to face.
Also Pastor said that no matter how good a person is in your eyes. No matter how perfect he or she is. If that person does not know Christ. He is nothing in God's eyes. He maybe the most perfect person to you. But he will only be thrown into Hell and not accepted into Heaven.
So this is really a wake up call for me. To me, my parents are the most wonderful parents in the world. My brothers are the best brothers in the world. But can you believe it that if i do not share the good news to them now. They will not be joining me in heaven, but they will be suffering in hell.
No way i gonna let that happen. No way they will suffer in hell with satan. he want den he suffer himself. not them. God promise that when one in the family know Him, the rest of the members will come to know Him too. Still waiting for my parents to tell me that we shall celebrate Good Friday and Christmas.
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For those who see my entry, do pray for me that i can share the good news with them and that they will go church with me!
till then people.
Monday, March 1, 2010
went down to ITE today to apply for school.
only then i realize how much time i have really wasted.
-if i had listen to my dad, not playing my life off when i'm in sec 4.
-if i had sat down and choose the course i really wanted and not just choosing something that i didnt wanted.
-if i had finished the course even though i didnt like it in the first place.
all these 'if' are just some of the ways that i had wasted my life. still got more to come i guess.
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i have a clear view of what i want as my family in the future.
-a medium house
-just you and me
-2 dogs, 2 hamsters, 2 turtle
all i need is these to make my life perfect.
but same thing, i am blowing it up i guess.
just wondering what am i good for?
enrolment may seems to be working fine, but is it really working out?
can i train up the GOH to the standard that Capt wants?
DO THINK SO.
enrolment seems to be ok, because WR is doing all the job.
enrolment seems to be ok, because i am just been a trainer.
wondering what is it that i am really good for?
i guess nothing.
all i known for is running away.
GOING MIA.
nothing else i guess.
cant even be a good BF..
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applying a brake to slowing things down. guess soon will be applying my e-brake to stop everything down.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
been looking at my hard-disk for enrolment stuff that was needed.
looking through photos that was under the folder 'darling'.
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i know you love animals a lot.
i know you love the nature a lot.
i admit there are times when i really hope you don't need to go overseas and study. because i can't bear to let you go. but no matter how much i don't want you to go, i will still let you go because i will let you go.
staying in now compare to staying in last time is totally two different thing. because i have grown to love you more now then i used to last time. i have grown so used to seeing you everyday that i can't not see you for a day. it sound like i'm still a kid i know. but loving you can make me become a small little boy.
sound like i'm useless? maybe i am.
because i can't be your pillar of strength when you need one.
because i can't comfort you when i see you crying.
because i can't help you to solve any of the problem that you have.
most importantly, i'm the root of the cause most of the times.
but when i see you tired, and still have so many things to do, i heart shatter into pieces. how i wish you can just sleep at home everyday. at least you won't be tired. i'm sorry i didn't give the encouragement when you needed them most.
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been coughing for 2 weeks and still going.
this cough is really irritating!
affect me is so many ways.
- can't sleep well at sleep.
- can't use my voice.
- can't talk softly (when cough when i do)
there are times when i cough till i want to vomit. =(
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work being bad nowadays. and my ORD is coming soon. should be really happy when one is going to. but somehow i do not because i really don't know what to do after i ORD.
now just sit and just sit..
till then..
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i miss you a lot.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
from 'blank file' to 'Lance'
from 'Lance' to 'CPL'
from 'CPL' to now
SGT!!
I AM SGT CHONG!
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Time flew since i first got promote to PTE back in 23rd May 2008. I had serve and serve till now i am only left with 4 more months to serve. was counting just now on how long on i have and i am left with 17 weeks to see my lovely PINK IC again.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
got nothing to do, so watch youtube with my brothers.
So his girlfriend asked him to watch this. It really nice.
This is for you.
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First is song that Adam Sandler sang to a girl on the plane.
Especially the last few words he said to the girl.
"That song was about you, I'm in love with you"
Grow old with you
I wanna make you smile
Whenever you're sad,
Carry you around when
your arthritis is bad
All i want to do,
is to grow old with you
I'll get you medicine
When your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the fernace breaks
It could be so nice,
growing old with you
I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I need you
Feed you
I'll even let you hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you,
I wanna grow old with you
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Second song is by westlife
I wanna grow old with you
Another day without your smile,
Another day just passes by.
And now i know how much it means,
For you to stay right here with me.
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger,
But it hurts so much i can't take it any longer.
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna die lying in your arms.
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna be looking in your eyes.
I wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do.
I wanna grow old with you.
A thousand miles between us now,
It causes me to wonder how.
Our love tonight remains so strong,
It makes our risks right all along.
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger,
But it hurts so much i can't take it any longer.
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna die lying in your arms.
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna be looking in your eyes.
I wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do.
I wanna grow old with you.
Things can come and go,
I know but,
Baby i believe.
Somethings strong burning between us,
Makes it clear to me.
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna die lying in your arms.
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna be looking in your eyes.
I wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do.
I wanna grow old with you.
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just like the songs.
I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU!