Friday, January 11, 2008
lol. jus came back from camp at camelot. this time went as "ah-ta-chi". learn quite alot from the rest of the trainers la. this is the third school i took for camp le. first was Bedok Town Secondary. socond was North Vista Secondary. this time one more special. this time is a all girl school. CHIJ Katong Convent. Haha. At first when they had briefing in the night before the camp. the impression i had from the trainers is that KC girls are not good. cause they said that they are cheeky and can get the male trainers into trouble. but what happened these 3 days spent with them, ok leh. they aren't that bad. my class was a fun bunch of kids. called them "mamypokopants" as they group name. when going back that time so many of them cried. can understand them also. first day we as trainers don really bond with them and be close to them. after so many things second day finally can bond with one another. third day came and they have to go back liao. really had alot of fun with them. gonna remember them, inside my hard-disk le. saved!
ask for alot of camp to run for the rest of the month. now work hard hard. save lots of money for me to enjoy life abit before go into army. no much time left le. just nice today countdown. i only left 2 months before i go into army. so fast. haha.freedom gonna be taken away!
went to have botak with danny sir, john sir, wr and mel just now. talk quite alot about BB. know what? actually had this thinking of leaving the company once i go into army. so will serve till enrolment and will go. but the passion for 11th coy is once again back in my heart le. sometimes. really cannot take it anymore. say wanna quit wanna quit. but bb had become a part of my life that if i don go bb. is like something is missing somewhere. talk about how we can impact the life of the boys. how we can share the good news and get them saved. how we can train them into good men for the rest of their life. heard wad danny sir and john sir said. totally agree with the both of them. everything in bb is for the boys. think back at what we had talk in the past. i not doing this for myself. but for God and for the boys. God had a very simple job for all christians. to share the good new and let people be saved. we also talk about what is our vision for the future. to take up platoon and platoon so that our company will be run by 11th only. i really likfe the idea man. since we are brought up by 11th. as the pioneering batch for this company. we should stand up and talk over. for it bb that make me who i am today. it the officers in the past impacted me for whom i must thanks them if not i am not capable of doing what i can! so as the primer. i same want to impact my boys that the can be men of God. for one day they can also say i owe it to bb, to 11th coy for what i am today! that will be so great. it will be a great sense of "man zhu gan"!!
one thing i need to confess. very long never do my quiet time. i never read the bible. i never go church. i never listen to God. i never care about God. really wanna get over it. had being backsliding for a very very long time already. really wanna get back on track as soon as possible so that i can get back to God and to be able to do even greater things! danny sir told me something in the camp. "If I myself aren't strong enough. how can I share to my boys? I am as good as those that are good for nothing.". so i really wanna get back on track and do things God want me to do it. prayers would be greatly "thanked"!
still got many things. but very tired le. 3 night never had a good sleep le. now i go sleep le.
till then!