Sunday, March 23, 2008
yesterday had rehersal for the GOH. quite disappointed with the boys. all the sec 3 boys. only 3 can stay out of so many of them. those that are suppose to come. never come. wander where are the committment from them. oh ya. the girls still say we are fierce. but that is normally what we do what. like that also fierce?
enrolment is just one week away, but haven really got yhe chance to have a proper rehersal. so time i hate AQ. everything AQ AQ, so many went for the training.
everday when pastor joseph share, i have a very great burden in my heart for grandma, daddy and mummy. all my family members. i really want them to come and know christ. accept christ. know that Jesus is the true God. not all the idol that they are praying to. the burden is so great. i don want to be in heaven while they are in hell. i don want to live happily with God while they suffer in hell!
but i myself must first get back to God. i really must. but all i have been doing is say and no do.
"what is the point of saying and thinking? if no action is taken. all the saying and thinking are in vain.". i am now still at the starting point. from then till now. haven even taken a step out. pray God will bring me back. i want to be back.
i do not need anything but his works in my life. i do not want the others fishes in the sea. so i want is my shepherd!