Friday, June 20, 2008
many things happened in a short period of time today. and thinking back now. i am very very ashamed of myself.
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sadly.. i lost my wallet. inside contain so many important things and i lost in. my 11b, my ez-link card, my ocbc debit card, my hometeam ns membership card and most importantly. the very important piece of paper i could ever have in my wallet. that time during the pc show. me and sharon bought a camera at the show. the camera was out of stock and have to pre-order, so we paid the full amount and got the receipt to collect the camera at sim lim square. we called yesterday and they say can collect today. but i lost my wallet and the receipt. so we called the store to ask them to see if we can in any way collect the camera. and starting we was serve by this person whose attitude made things worst. already here i am everything important document i have is gone. he over there is making life even more difficult for us. so both got even more pissed and i talked the the manager the way i shouldnt. i ask him to use his brain to think. is like he can just say since i don have the receipt. he can don recognise and don give me the camera. so anger got the better and i say those word. felt really bad now. luckily sharon called again just now and they are willing to help. really hope we can get the guy who serve us to come down and recognise us and we can get the camera. know that sharon like the camera alot. please do help us pray.
the second thing i wanna mention is that it my own fault to lose my wallet. who ask me not to take care of my own things. already 19 le and still dunno how to take care of my own things? and i got angry with sharon just because i lost the wallet MYSELF! to lose the receipt she is also worried bout it. but instead of making things better i made it worst. dar.i really sorry.should not get angry at you.you did not make my wallet gone missing.it myself who lost it.not you.i got no rights to be angry with you.really very sorry.
luckily for me. my debit card is already settled. they will be sending me a new one without having to pay any replacement fee. as for my 11b still dunno how i am suppose to go around doing it. only can know tomorrow night when we book in. i think will need a replacement fee of $40 if i'm not wrong. as for my hometeam ns membership card. will need to go down to replace it at $5. that one not in a rush. so still can wake. got to ask encik bout my ez-link also. if cant replace can use adult de. after all the pricing is still the same. just that cant get concession price only. as for my wallet. really love it. haha. got no choice but to replace one.
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just now the moment i opened the bible i show this verse.
-Lamentations 3:25-26, The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.
reading this i remember something in the morning. sharon was saying let pray that my wallet will be found. and instead of agreeing with what she said. the thinking i had in mind was 'like as if he will help. i not only doubt in God. i even question he power to do the impossible" see how bad am i? to doubt God. someone who loves me so much. died for me on the cross. hai.
so after that i read Proverbs and got 2 verse about controlling my temper.
-Proverbs 29:11, A fool gives full vent to his anger but a wise man keeps himself under control.
-Proverbs 29:22, An angry man stirs up dissension and a hot-tempered one commits many sins.
both i also agree alot because i gave full vent of my anger to 2 person who didnt do anything wrong. and i'm a FOOL! and because of my hot-temperness. i commited so many sins in one day! the most 'sinful' sin is to doubt God.
I'm sorry God. Please forgive me for my foolishness.
I'm sorry dar. For blowing up at you when you did not do anything wrong.
I'm sorry to the manager of the store. you offered to help but instead of talking to you nicely i said things i shouldnt. will say it to you personally when we go down to the the camera.