Wednesday, April 1, 2009
well. it kind of late now? 1218 and i still not sleeping!
but just wanna post this and get the month of April and rest of the year, [even my life] on the right note before i get to bed!
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being through alot alot of things for the past 3 months. and tons of them after i stopped going to church. the last time i attended church every sunday was before CCW and LOC merge. Its like 1 and a half year ago!
So here is my Blog and Prayer to God.
Dear Papa in heaven,
Its been so so long that i have not being a good boy in going to church and doing what is the right things that i should be doing. I always find excuses for myself for not going to church. Excuses that are so stupid.!
There are so many things that are all troubling me and You know about it. But instead of coming to You, I choose to do things my ways and think that things can be solve without You. I'm really tired from all these 'i can do things without God. Qicheng can be all by himself without the help of God'.
There are so many desires in my heart and I know only through You all these will come true.
1. I want my family members to be saved.
2. I want to walk a life that has meaning.
3. I want to be who You want me to Be!
4. I want to learn how to put others first instead of Me First.
There are so many more. But all these are the main concern for me!
But all these arent gonna if i dont start going back to church.
Like what my dear sister said. 'Good Friday is coming'
Since im given the chance, i will take it eh.
Want to give up everything in my life to You.
Want to walk the rest of my life for You.
Want to be a good son to my parents.
Want to be a good brother to my brothers.
Want to be a good friend to all my friends out there.
Want to be a good officer that my Boys can look upon to.
Want to be a good Man.
I believe that all these can be done for Your love is so Powerful and Great. It won be a easy road down for me but i will work hard for it.
Thanks for no giving up on me!
I love You my dear Papa in Heaven!
In Papa name i ask and i Prayer
AMEN!
(Amen people are good people. Not bad people!!)