Saturday, October 24, 2009
24th October 2009. Saturday.
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so many things had happened in my life since the last blog.
so many things had happened in the world from then till now.
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recently there are so many natural disasters around in the world. you name it they have it.
flood, earthquake.people around in the world are all dying.
is the world really coming to an end soon?
is Christ second coming nearing?
hope not.there are so many things i had yet to do.
things like:
-going to liverpool for a live soccer match
-get my own car and drive around
-see my brothers completing school, go into NS
-see bobby have his own puppies
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so many unhappy things happened in my life too. of course God arent so bad, i do have my happier times.
i did something so bad that i lost a great friend. a great elder brother.
i betrayed his trust for me. didnt care about how he felt and just said so many things.
i remember the things that you taught me since i was young. remembered the advice you gave me when i faced problems that i could not solve.
i'm sorry for the things i had done. sorry.
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i shall take this time to reflect on my life. im gonna finish my ns soon. i gonna think of what i want in life.
till then.
i will just be as good as dead.