Monday, March 1, 2010
went down to ITE today to apply for school.
only then i realize how much time i have really wasted.
-if i had listen to my dad, not playing my life off when i'm in sec 4.
-if i had sat down and choose the course i really wanted and not just choosing something that i didnt wanted.
-if i had finished the course even though i didnt like it in the first place.
all these 'if' are just some of the ways that i had wasted my life. still got more to come i guess.
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i have a clear view of what i want as my family in the future.
-a medium house
-just you and me
-2 dogs, 2 hamsters, 2 turtle
all i need is these to make my life perfect.
but same thing, i am blowing it up i guess.
just wondering what am i good for?
enrolment may seems to be working fine, but is it really working out?
can i train up the GOH to the standard that Capt wants?
DO THINK SO.
enrolment seems to be ok, because WR is doing all the job.
enrolment seems to be ok, because i am just been a trainer.
wondering what is it that i am really good for?
i guess nothing.
all i known for is running away.
GOING MIA.
nothing else i guess.
cant even be a good BF..
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applying a brake to slowing things down. guess soon will be applying my e-brake to stop everything down.